tosettlethescore

A day long ago, forgotten by many, but never by me.
Jealousy, hatred, you were forced away.
Along the skyline you flew.
Streetlamps and skylights lead your way.
A day long ago, forgotten by many, but never by me.

A planned event, destructive to all we knew.
One word and you were gone.
Not a chance was given.
A day long ago, forgotten by many, but never by me.

We wept on our knees.
Our tears soaked into material, forever staining our lives.
Our red eyes became a routine.
A day long ago, forgotten by many, but never by me.

I take the star to the right to be you,
Always the brightest among the crowd,
A bright light until it went out.
A day long ago, forgotten by many, but never by me.

A choice to react, a sinister moment, a wrong decision to change my world.  Can you look at the moment when we were above the stairs.  In the glare of a harsh light I know my faults are showing, clear as black on snow.  I try to cover myself but with what, my skin is wrapped as tight as it goes.  My world with you may be gone to you but I am going to save it, just you wait.  I will make you relive the memories that made us.  In a concise moment will be back to what we were.

I am bad at technology and writing...so forgive me.  I try!

I am sitting here listening to Saves The Day as I realize my summer is going way to slow.  Packaging vegetables is NOT what I want to do with the rest of my life and I am glad it is only a summer job.  I can't wait to get back to school.  I can't wait to talk to my English girls.  We are all so different yet we get along perfectly.  Paula is the loud, crazy one who is a definite party girl.  Laura is the chill, loveable one who just likes to talk and see concerts with me.  Andrea is the girl who loves rock and wears a lot of black while the rest of us think she is crazy...I like rock but not that kind this is like the metal "dark" rock...Melissa is the innocent, smart one who is unaware of anything that is going on in the world that isn't on the radio or tv...which is not bad but she is learning from us.  =)  The other Laura or Skullcrusher (long story) is a girl who loves her pop music for some weird reason who also loves sports.  I have no idea which one I am...the loud, obnoxious, music obsessed one? Maybe? =)  Anyways...my friend lost her father on Saturday in a tragic accident and I feel horrible.  I am keeping her in my prayers but I want to do something for their family but having plenty of experience of losing a love one I know there is nothing I can do to console them.  On a bright note I only have 25 days left of packing vegetables, too bad this interfered with my going to Warped tour.  2nd  year in a row that work has prevented me from going, it blows.  But I need the money.  I am just happy to be leaving that cold hell hole.  Thats it for now.  This was very boring.  I am sorry if you actually read this.

My top fifteen (as of right now.)
1. Tonight, Tonight (This is usually here or Mayonaise hehe) - S.P.
2. Rocks Tonic Juice Magic - Saves The Day
3. It Ain't Me Babe (will always be my fav. Dylan song) - Bob Dylan
4. In Your Arms - Hellogoodbye
5. I Bet You Look Good On The Dance Floor - Artic Monkeys
6. The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot - Brand New
7. Love Explosion - Weezer
8. The Scientist - Coldplay
9. She Paints Me Blue - Something Corporate
10. Falling Away From You - Muse
11. Worse For The Wear - The New Amsterdams
12. Jenny Don't Be Hasty - Paolo Nutini
13. Faking My Own Suicide - Reliant K
14. Casino Clouds - Lovedrug
15. Time - Cute Is What We Aim For